“You thrill me, Lord, with all you have done for me! I sing for joy because of what you have done.” Psalm 92:4 (NLT)
Surreal. It’s honestly how I feel about all of this. We are a few weeks into the second trimester and are completely overjoyed. The fact that this is happening is such a miracle in more ways than I can explain. God is so good and faithful! He truly amazes me at His works, His timing and His love.
You see, I just knew God had promised me another baby; I just didn’t know when. I tried to hold on to the sign He had given me but it got hard and I doubted I had heard Him right. But then, when I least expected it, a baby. The fulfillment of a special promise He made to me; a precious gift I cannot wait to have placed on my chest. Maybe then it won’t seem so surreal, maybe then I can breathe…because I’m not going to lie, the anxieties still creep in from time to time. But my, how the Lord is teaching me during this time about my anxieties, where to cast them and where to turn with any worry no matter how big or small. I am grateful for this time of teaching and dependence solely upon Him, His promises and His peace. May I take away lessons that last my lifetime.
“For the Lord is good. His unfailing love continues forever, and His faithfulness continues to each generation.” Psalm 100:5
I am praying the further into the second trimester I get, the more my energy returns. Although this season of rest has been good, it has been difficult to function some days and my meeting Jesus in the mornings (or anytime) hasn’t happened as much as I desire, and my how that affects things!
As I get back into some consistency, I hope to encourage you with several posts from myself and family members about someone we love very much who we lost 9 years ago this month. Someone whose legacy will continue in our family as we will name this precious baby after him. Oh God is so good.
As always, friends, thank you for the prayers. This baby is not only a testament of God’s faithfulness but also the power of prayer. I cannot thank you enough.